not - dhe - innocentian

HI

2011-03-12T13:31:00.000+08:00

MIA-ing from blogger XD

JAE

2011-01-26T11:48:00.001+08:00

Am angry with the decision, but not exactly.
Whatever. /i want to die. XD

first post of the year.

2011-01-18T10:15:00.002+08:00

i've gotten back my O's result.
it wasnt what i expected, but whatever it's.
it's a fact now. :D
Ive 12choices, be it poly, or choices of JC.
I didnt choose JCs, of course, my aunt actually wannted me in to JC,
but well, i didnt want myself to pull hair everyday there. XD
And what, my cousin did better than me.
I should be ashame of myself,
but mum told me, it's alright, it's okay.
But rather i think too much, that it makes me feel so stupid. -.-
He's one year tounger than me, for your infor.
And he A's almost his subjects.
And he scolded a 7points for his O's L1R5.
And well, i got 19points. -.-

Enough of such, im sick of comparing of myself with him. XD
For those who're concerning me,
well, you must be reading this post XD
My knee is recovering soon. YAY.
But but but..
well, shall not bother to say anymore. :D

I feels so guilty from yesterday till now. LOL.
I went over to boyfriend's house to visit his sister.
And i should leave at around 2plus, so she could have her nap. XD
But i stayed till 5plus cause i was waiting for mum.
And she didn't had any nap.
oh shit, i sounded like im bullying a sick person, yes im.
Well, this made me guilty enough to had not enough sleep today. :/

2O1O.

2010-12-28T14:30:00.002+08:00

It's near to the end of 2O1O.
To be exact, three more days away from 2O11.
I really hope that 2O11 will be a better year.
Life's unpredictable, like my fall.
I had a bad fall on 15dec, which is just only one day away from my Robinson's job.
I really hate to admit this fact, but what comes round will come no matter how hard you tried to cover it with your lies.
I really regret for falling, but how can i predict that i fall one hour ago.
But whatever it's, i'm trying my best to get over this accident.
The scar on my knee will always stay unless.. i went to laser off the scar.

2O1O, have started off to me, a good way.
I had my rewards and goodies..
Everything i wanted and wish for.
But well, try to think that good things doesnt stays long. :D

I ended myself with scar on my knee.. And lots bad stuffs.
But well, just accept the fact :D

I've known many unknow people this whole year,
getting along with them.
I've been trying to tolerate my surrounding enviroment.

Bue soon,.. i realised, being good doesnt pay off.
But well, this year is gonna end soon.

/be it school, i had always done my part, but well, my conduct was only good.
And my friends whom skipped classes and went home got very good for conduct.
I really thinks that the world is unfair.
It's bothering me, really. I hate it.

/be it my friends, these group of people gossip about the other group.
And, i tried my best to ressolve the problem about it.
but end up, they tried me like baddie, and them the god.
whatever it's, is gonna be over.

/be it results, i did my part of studying, i stayed out day and night.
Just to study for my result, i end up with not very good result, it wasnt what i expected..
I always tell self.. That: It wasnt that the papers that are difficult, it was me who didn't did enough.
Im just being too negative. XD

BUT, these are gonna end. :D REAL-SOON!

I want 2O11 to come fast..
So, I can get my O's result asap. :D

2010-12-08T20:48:00.002+08:00

Prom was aweSOME! :D
Im so so HAPPY about it,
why, reason being clear..
Im so tall kays! :D
WAHhhhahahahah.

Pictures next time! :D

2010-12-03T22:50:00.001+08:00

Prom's next week. :D
Am kinda excited.
But the bad thing is that...
I havent even get my heels and
not decideed if i should have my hair done.

:D Wish me luck man, seriously. HAHHAAA :D

2010-11-12T23:52:00.001+08:00

Today makes the end of O's! YAY :D

HI

2010-11-10T16:03:00.003+08:00

He goes like: 'my dar-ling give me one leh'

I laughed like never before.

That stupid essence he's giving me everytime he says that makes me go gagaga.

O's gonna end real soon.

I guess, i should be happy.

&i need work!

I need money for my needs. HAHHA :D

2010-10-08T21:08:00.001+08:00

HI!

2010-10-03T16:05:00.003+08:00

Turn back my head and look at the past.

How much fun we had.

It's really fun, i mean, i miss those days.

Those days were 'honeymoon' period where we don't have stress.

Now, big major thing is here.

O's.

&i think i'm gonna die.

I need to study,

but dun have the mood.

I guess, this's the mood i had before N's too. :D

That's why, my N's result was bad, but not really,

to think that i had 4distinction. I'm satisfied, actually. :D

-don't look back, look forward.
-don't smile because you want to please someone.
-don't make yourself look like a fool in front of others.

2010-09-26T14:55:00.002+08:00

You won't find me anymore.

've decided, ha! :D

'll be back in december again. :D

I made the greatest decision ever in my life, it's to.........

TADA, a secret for you to find out,

a secret for me to keep. tsk :D

I'll never regret,

this's my choice. :D

Hey, today marks the 29days to O's.

'm kind of excited for O's.

B'cos after that marks my freedom :D

I hope everything wont be too late.

2010-09-23T22:52:00.002+08:00

Promises made by you are meant to be broken,

Talking to you makes my world died; because everything seems died.

Energy is the opposite of memories,

Energy can nvr be created or destroyed,

but memories can be created and be destroyed by you.

I'm only left with unhappy memories we shared,

those tears i shed for you.

I'm immune to such treatments.

I really dislike you in one way or another,

pls, stop bothering for the rest of my life after this year you'll go.

Go far far you can reach,

never come back to my life again.

I promise to have you now,

but end of this year,

off you go.

Bye exams! :D

2010-09-10T20:37:00.002+08:00

Define perfect,
People always wanted perfect.
Some seek for perfection in life.
But however, it's impossible to fulfill it.

Firstly, No one on earth is born perfect.
Secondly, No one can be concern and settle down with his/her's know as perfect.
&Lastly, People always search for perfect, but in the end, what they got is imperfect. &wanting more.

People on earth always wear mask which looks perfect on them.
But they never notice that, people who don't wear mask are the most perfect one.
It's because.. It's only the true-self they're showing and not faking everything.

Yet again, perfect.
What it seems to be perfect in another's eye is not known as perfect in one's eye.

Just one day,
you'll realise, you're perfect without your mask-on.

I hate the cruel fact of being not perfect.
But think again, I may be perfect in some other's eye.

-to be content and settle with what you have and not moan about it, it's called perfect.

♥

2010-09-05T15:47:00.000+08:00

I love my cousins! ♥
They're the light of my life :D

2010-09-02T15:54:00.003+08:00

5c's in man, girls for for.
C: Car, Condo, Cash, CountryClub membership &Credit card.
Why don't they just go for 3B's?
B: BMW, Bangalow, &bank? HAHHAA :D

However, many would choose 3Cs.
C: Care, Concern, &Committement

so do it XD

2010-09-01T15:23:00.001+08:00

If life/things are going this way, I'm going that way. Things that are always one-sided seems so difficult to survive.

2010-08-30T18:22:00.001+08:00

Anyone interested in buying Low Kay Hwa's book? :D

Email me @ cjy_932@hotmail.com

2010-08-29T18:31:00.002+08:00

Online shopping is great XD

HAHAHAA, &now, i'm struck with a whole list of 'wants-to-buy'

It should be a good sign,

cause i'll be broke soon if my mum doesn't sponsor me.

&i've yet to convince everyone in the house to spon me some money to get my super expensive book. HAHHAAA.

Damn, i think i'm gonna die at this rate.

No one seems supporting my idea of online-shopping. XD

2010-08-28T21:25:00.001+08:00

Seriously I'm only left with one week. *screammmm*

I promise not to use computer as often as possible. *that must be a joke*

HAHHA, right, byes for now.

2010-08-27T22:20:00.001+08:00

There's so much things. but time only allow us to do one at a time.

2010-08-26T19:40:00.000+08:00

After marriage, she becomes an eye-irritation instead of attraction. XD

2010-08-25T16:39:00.001+08:00

It's never the same again.

I wish that everything was the same again.

But on another side no.

When was the last time you panic?

Hell, i remembered something.

It's when O's CL papers.

Yes.

I shouldn't have said about something that make me almost broke down.

I begin talking all sort of crap.

And i swallow my tears back again.

Im kind of happy that.. I didn't break down during the whole oral.

My results for oral, pic conversation &reading was BAD.

Damn, seriously, i'm gonna die. XD

Hopefully, my conversation pass me. XD

60plus more days. XD

Yes, wake me up on the 50th day! :D

2010-08-23T17:37:00.002+08:00

When life give you 1 reason to cry, find 100 reasons to be happy.

I hope i don't flunk my whole oral today. It's totally, OMG.

&&&i almost break when due to something. =p

Finally.

2010-08-18T20:29:00.002+08:00

After such a long period of time,
O's Chinese is being released.
:D Not being happy or sad. :D
Cmon people, you can do it better the next time.
Pls Pls, dry your tears and work hard for the others. :D
I really hate to see people crying/break down in front of me.
I hate such feeling.

Get up people. :D
:D :D :D
It's never the end, there's still a long route in front of us. :D CHEERUP.

:D

2010-08-08T18:54:00.000+08:00

Hi world :D

Byes. :D

2010-08-03T17:45:00.004+08:00

(i looked fat in this pic. -.-, stupid photographer. :x )

Hi, I'm bored. (!)

Mock exams are killing me.

But in fact, i didn't study for my exams. :x

Was suppose to study history last night.

But.. I was busy finding my lost item.

In the end, is was in between my primary school report book.

Wasted 2hours on finding.

And went back to study,

all i do was..

Open book, Close book, &fell asleep.

Damn, i was great.

Suppose to wake up super early today to study.

But instead, i almost over-slept. ^^

Browse thru 'fall of communism'

But, hell, nothing of that came out. -.-

goodbyes. :D

Hello.

2010-08-01T12:53:00.001+08:00

Hi peeps,

I'm back ^^

Mock exam starts this week,

I'm gonna die.

Bcos, i havent start studying.

&everything goes blank when i flip thru notes, &text book.

Everyone seems to be studying like hell.

But not for me.

I'm just purely concern about my chinese O's result. XD

HAHAHAA

bye.

School.

2010-07-27T16:21:00.002+08:00

I need a break, seriously, i'm dying.

Today,..

School was doing great.

But somehow or rather, thank uh.

The fly (sokfang) always flying around chatting.

Damn her,

make me sit with alex all by myself =(

But i love sitting with Alex,

Firstly,

We both can laugh laugh laugh.

&make funny noises. LOLs.

Whatever it's, this shall be.

Anyw,

i blog hopped to Dumb's blog.

&she asked me to do smth stupid.

Well,.

Here it goes...

Fill this up and forward it back to me!

3 things you won't forget about me:
> Best junior.
> Your dumb &stupid look ^^
> Fun &laughters we had.

One thing you thought when you first get to know me
> You're clever. >< But not now. HAHHAA

Name you wanna call me:
> JiaYi

You save my name in you phone as
>Ying Li

The word/s that best describe me:
> Dumb

You wanna be my:
> Senior.

What do you hate me in:
> Nothing.

What do you want change in me:
> Become more clever &taller. ><

Racial Harmony

2010-07-21T16:38:00.003+08:00

Hello peeps! :D

Racial Harmony was a great one!

For the last year of my secondary school, yar.

Me &girlfs wore malay's clothes.

Thanks HANNAH for lending me. ^^

The picture shows happiness. ^^

It was like taken without me knowing,

because i dont laugh till my mouth damn big like that. HAHA.

Anyw,

i failed my Emaths test.

WHAT, yes i failed.

Like -________________-

Because of lots careless mistakes. -.-

Shyt you stupid mistakes.

&i'm dying.

Tmr another maths test. -.-

Call it a quiz, what-so-ever.

That stupid is driving me crazy.

YAY,

I've received my online clothes!

THUMB up!

2010-07-19T15:36:00.002+08:00

The urge of wanting more time.

The urge to stop doing everything.

The urge of giving up everything.

The urge to get things right, &move on.

The urge of holding the clock to sleep.

The urge to sudden break down.

The urge to forget something.

The urge of drawing circles on papers.

The urge of being happy.

The urge of laughing like crazy.

The urge of having lots of happy foods.

The urge of LOL when something is going to happen.

The urge of happiness.

The urge of flying up to the sky.

The urge of feel what's like to be in happiness.

The urge of stress.

The urge of tearing textbooks apart.

The urge of stop going to school.

The urge of ask teachers for no exams.

The urge of freedom.

The urge of wanting to fly.

The urge to stop controls.

The urge of anger.

The urge of scolding that person.

The urge of hating that person.

The urge to forgive.

The urge to forget.

The urge to stop thinking.

This feelings sucks. -.-

2010-07-18T20:54:00.003+08:00

Friday was awesome!

I mean yes. HAHAHAAa.

The whole night out was fun. :D

Today; it's rainy day.

I hate it. =(

Damn funny, had 'photo hunts' in the car.

&it was stupid.

Because, it's raining.

Shops!

&one auntie stepped on my slipper.

I trip, &my leg hurts. -.-

&i had to walked like i'm handicap. -.-

-my bro is damn selfish. -.-"

2010-07-17T14:01:00.001+08:00

TIRED. I'm dying. HAHHA, nights.

WINDMID

2010-07-16T15:38:00.000+08:00

School's bored.

&&&i went toilet for times.

Hopefully it's over now.

Stomach flu sucks. -.-

WINDMID,

Life don't rewind, dont take drug. -____________-

:(

2010-07-15T17:06:00.001+08:00

Damn it for today.

Whatever. Rubbish.

Anyway,

Bro's birthday is coming up! :D

I need to get him stuffs.

But just no idea. HAHAA, tag me &tell me. :D

Just one out of the few.

2010-07-12T16:19:00.002+08:00

Did you guys catch the live soccer this morning.

Okays, it was damn epic.

&i manage to finish watching the first half of it.

I dragged myself out of my bed,

&started eating. &i wake my bro up.

HAHHA, then both of us watched.

Super funny lar.

I kept asking my bro questions.

&he was super irritated.

&he told me: Next time if i wanna watch soccer, dont bother to call him.

HAHHA, coz i'm just too noisy.

Yesterday's match wasn't great.

&spain didn't win.

I mean within the full time. -.-'

Stupid.

I called Fang right in the middle of the show.

&we chatted, damn funny.

School today was .______________.

Everyone came to school almost half dead.

&had two boring lessons. -.-"

I could have save the two hours for sleep.

DAMN thing.

People tend to ask me, why don't i go JC since it's near my house.

&my results kinda okays.

But. I'm just worry that i'll fail my A' level.

Which means, RETAIN.

I mean it's stupid.

But i'll still consider JCs if only i'm able to make it. :D

Poly, JCs.

&i might even consider oversea studies.

Coz, my cousin might be gg over.

I might be able to follow him over too ^^

But yet again, I'll see my O's result. ^^

Quick update! :D

2010-07-10T22:15:00.003+08:00

Not gonna post about anyone today,
Cos, i think i'm rushing for time. LOLs.
I wanna online shopping. HAHHAAA.

Had been really occupied by the nets everyday.
"ve been online shopping like no-one's business.
&i told my mum, i gonna get this &that,
she seems okays,
but when she sees the bill, she'll faint. :D
HHAHHAHA,
because i'll be using her card to pay for my clothes ^^

Chinese O's was okays.
I was damn scare lar,
&hopefully, everything goes well.

I was the first of my group.
But somehow, a guy from another class become the first.
HAHHA, &i'm the second.
I kept telling my friends that i'm really scare.
Wanna change position.
But in the end, i can't.

Something happened before i went out of the room to wait.
&it was super embarrassed,
shall not elaborate about it. HAHA.

So, the first guy went in.
&i went forward to the time-keeper to read the piece.
So i was like read, WAH so easy..
Should be damn lucky on that day.
Every single word i knew lar,
easier than those papers teachers let us practice on.

The guy come out of the room,
even before i've finish my 5min of reading thru.
So, i read the second time.
&it was my turn...

I had a lil conversation with the time-keeper (Ms Ong)
&here it goes..

Ms Ong, : Rmb to give the invigilator your NRIC to confirm, you may go in now.
Me: Huh, I scare leh.
Ms Ong: I know how you're feeling, just go in.
Me: Don't want la, i scare, alright, byebye.
Ms Ong: Good Luck. :D

I've a choice, isn't it? HAHHAA. :D
So, I went in,
I think i'm the one who dragged the time.
Everyone after me, had to wait. HAHAH.
I had a nice conversation.
I was shivering thru out the whole passage.
But when it comes to conversation part,
I had eyes contact with the female invigilator,
Very little with the male one. ^^ HAHAHA.
&the female one kept asking me to lower my volume.
Like ._______________.
Oral shouldnt it be as clear as possible?
There ain't any echo in the room. :D
I feel comfortable talking.
But a lil nervous &scare. :D

I'm kind of confident of getting a.
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PASS on my cert. HAHAHS :D

Okays, my chinese not that bad lar,
but prepare for the worst first, ^^

Anyways,
I meet my cousins today!
HAHAHA, super coincident lar. ^^
But lill conversation with the eldest one.
Maybe generation gap. XD

Talked to the second eldest one ^^
She's so chatty, but nice.

&the smallest one,
had lil to talk too.
HAHA, Maybe he's a guy. LOLs.

Fruitful day! :D

2010-07-06T20:18:00.000+08:00

Hello!
Second week of school starts.
&&&thursdayyyyyyyyy.
There's ORAL!
&what!, I'm the first for my group. *bang wall*

HAHAHAHAA!
BAck to online shopping ^^

A person who is always so understanding.

2010-07-04T11:47:00.005+08:00

One who is always so understanding.

Darling this's for you ^^

HAHAHA, this picture was taken like years back. -.-'

We've been together for as long as 17years, &counting..

HAHHAA, &ya, we had been through lots of stuffs together.

&we're very very close to each other.

Closer than glue &paper. XD

&yes, she's my best ever cousin. (!)

She's the best.

Maybe she's just 4months apart from me. ^^v

Let's go on more details about her.

She is almost my height. ^^

Forgiving, good-listener, always letting me. :D

Always letting me 'win' during the age where we're like super young.

&at that point of time..

My attitude really terrible.

&she said nothing, giving in to me. ^^

Although, i know she's kind of unhappy with me at times. HAHAHAH :D

When we're young,

we use to go Tanah Merah Country Club.

&i remember,

We &the two lil boys would run from one end to other.

Seeing who wins.

Both of us will also play 'merry go round'

HAHHAAA.

During primary school time,

almost every weekend, I'll go to her house.

Sometimes, over night or just for dinner.

Secondary school time;

yet again, almost every month,

Both family will meet up to go out for outing. ^^

Yet, we still talked, be it msn or phone.

We had lots of quarrels& arguments before. ^^

But it's over now. HAHAA. :D

But don't forget, we had lots of happy moments together before too. ^^

I really treasure them. ^^

She's really great.

&sometimes, i would tell her my sorrows.

She'll go like.. 'relax'

HAHAHHAAA, she's really nice. :D

Sometimes, i really feel happy talking to her.

Telling stuffs to her.

Because she seems to understand what I'm thinking.

She'll. Maybe she could go for psychology course, uh. :D

&to be honest.

I went in choir because of her. HAHAHA.

It sounds like a joke right. XD

She isn't in the same school with me.

Yet, she wanna me to be in choir just to see who wins during SYF.

HAHAAA, thinking of it, really sounded very stupid.

&this time. I'm not going for the same course as her in poly.

HAHAHAAa. :D She's like so so so so so.. STRESS.

No for me, uh. ^^

But anyways, both of us had different ambition since young.

But we've beautiful dreams together. ^^

We always says that we'll stay next to next to each other when we grow up.

But who knows next time. ^^

Thanks for being so understanding ^^

You, entering my life made lots of things understood.

Bringing quarrels &arguments to an end.

You're really great! :D

Good luck in whatever you do, be it school or relationship.

&faster find boyf &marry.

HAHAHHAHAHAAHA! :D

A person who brings DUMBNESS in my life.

2010-07-03T15:00:00.007+08:00

One who brings DUMBNESS in my life.

Yesterday made me go thinking.
&i've to be grateful to god for inviting a DUMMY into my life.
She brings happiness to me!
B'cos, she's great!

As the picture tells, She gotta a lousy CAMERA skills. tsk tsk.
The picture doesn't look like I'm inside. -.-

This DUMMY's name is called TAN YING LI.
But, i've gave her a great christian name.
That's ..... DUMMY TAN YING LI.
I'm not sure why i gave her this name.
But it surely suits her. (:
She's just dumb.

Alright,
let's talk about her.

On this very year of choir camp.
We were left alone.
&both of us get together.
Making my friends jealous.
Because I'm just too close to her,
&my friend doesn't like kids(ppl who're younger than her)
So, i ignored my friend ,enough abuse from her. -.-

ME &this DUMMY then become dependent on each other.
We slept, laugh, talk, play, gossip together.
&the whole two day of choir camp made me close to her.

From that camp onwards,
every choir section, we would meet before choir starts.
When breaks come, we would do stuffs together.
She would leave her friends just to have lunch w me!

I like her because she acts like me.
I mean when i was the same age as her.
That made me close to her.
&we had no quarrels before. :D

Leaving choir this year,
made me sad &happy.
Sad is that i've leave her &some other juniors.
Happy is that is gonna be the last year of secondary school!

I'm her motivator to choir, &she's mine! :D
On the very last day of choir, we bid goodbye.

However, that was not the end of our friendship. :D
We chatted, smile, wave, disturb, gossip again. :D
Life goes on!

She's always my SWEET junior.
But not that sweet till ants will bite her. :D
Cause she taste salty, no one taste sweet.

&yes, I'm gonna have more time with her.
&we're gonna meet every week (maybe)
:D So looking forward. :D

Thanks DUMMY for being with me like 2years.
Sharing with me lots &lots of gossips. :D

I know you'll be touched.
But don't flood your house ^^
Thanks DUMMY for coming into my life.
ily. (!)

First week done.

2010-07-02T17:22:00.003+08:00

School YAY.

Youth day! ^^

I'm a YOUTH! -jokes,

School been good.

I enjoy every moment in class,

especially when I'm talking crap with Denise, Fang &Alex in class.

They're AWESOME.

Everything changes,

Timetable <- :(

I hate it.

Some DUMMY just got my blog web.

&Hi, she's called DUMMY Tan Ying Li.

Nice name right...

I gave her the name. ^^v CHEERSSSSSSSSSSsssssss

JULY ♥

2010-07-01T16:37:00.004+08:00

So many happening during JULY ♥

There's bro's, aunt's, cousin's, fang's birthday,

Chinese Oral, exams, stress. (!)

But somehow,

i felt that .. School rocks.

B'cos, days past real fast.

But, i don't like the fact that i've to wake up so early for school.

Saturday! (:

-i havent had any news from you.

Should i or not?

2010-06-29T16:15:00.002+08:00

School have been like THUMB UP.

Seriously, I'm loving school,

because my partners are GREAT.

I really love them (!)

Anyways, i've been slacking.

I know, and teachers are telling me that.

BOOOOOOOOOoooooo, I've to concentrate on my stuffs, tsk tsk.

&what, there's DPA to SP or Ngee Ann Poly.

AH, seriously,

I'm thinking of going to Ngee Ann Poly for medic course.

But, it seems super far from my current place.

GRRRrrr.

TP for humanities or Ngee Ann Poly for medic.

But anyways, i'll apply for Ngee Ann for medic course. (thumb up)

The one interest me is: TP

The one i dream for is: NP

Goodbye to you. (:

2010-06-26T18:08:00.002+08:00

Goodbye; holidays (!)

I'll really really miss you. (:

Is gonna be the start of another semester of the school.

I'm not ready for it. :(

HA, school starts, &undone holiday will create noise.

I've not even touch my holiday homework.

Hopefully i'll start doing them tonight.

Tmr will be over to Malaysia.

I'm gonna get more stuffs there ^^

Last week's wasn't enough at all.

Goodbye Boyf, (:

Good luck over there. HAHAHHAHA. (:

He'll be there for more sufferings. :P

Anyways,

've decided to go for poly next year. (:

Gonna to TP as it's like super close to my house.

&i'm gonna apply for driving right after my 18th birthday (!)

So, i can drive to school.

Daddy said: Show me your license, &i'll get you a car.

YAY, a NEW car! (:

I'm gonna get a super small car,

cause daddy's car is super BIG. (:

DRIVING &TP next year ^^v

Counting down days,

2010-06-16T14:22:00.008+08:00

School holidays are ending soon.

NOOOOOOOOOOooo, it means the start of horror 'O' level life.

Homeworks &exams will seems to be piling up like no-one business.

URGH, i really hate such life.

It's so lifeless.

Revisions &revisions like what i did last year.

Life never change. :(

1more week to his leaving.

1+more week to school re-open.

1more month &7days to Fang's birthday.

Less than 1month to __________ :D

Less than 3months to 'O'

Less than 1year to my 18th birthday :D (LOLS- this seems CRAZY)

Anyw,

Picture tells a thousand words of YESTERDAY's/

Weather: Rainy, lots elderly complained :p

They're getting ready for this event. :D

See, these 2granny, they left a huge impression in me. :D

They're eating their BENTO set while i go find chairs. :p

Both of them are singing, (i think)

Everyone is enjoying their lunch. :D

GAME TIME <3

DANCE

SING

&we,

took a shot of us. XD

BREAK-TIME.

BANANAS, for break. :D

SELF-enjoyment.

&the rain finally stop, time for them to walk walk. :D

Mdm siti with one of the elderly.

Part of their 'WHOLE FAMILY' PIC. ><

SEE, TWIST.

This uncle is cute. :D &that fang. XD

Alex w the elderly.

Our lunch time, those elderly just sit there, doing nothing. :p

This uncle, super cute lar, 2years ago we also went there for movie with them, this uncle is so call one of the most active one. ^^

PICS>

NSF. p

She's trying to be short lar. XD

Pics with them.

Esmond with this uncle. ^^v

SOME STUPID SHOTS.

This 2shots are taken by NURIL, &we laughed after taking

NURIL! :D I love you. <3

This, most likely by NSF!

Another 12th.

2010-06-14T15:34:00.003+08:00

12062010 (!)

I love the day. XD

Had buffet!

I was glad that sore throat had recover a lil.

The foods were great. (!)

But somehow.. I ate little. But.. I'm not full yet.

My stomach is playing tricks. XD

It wasn't a good day.

The toy machine, had credits in it.

&what, the 'scoop' was damn spoilt.

&we wasted 18bucks on it. -.-

Anyway, had lots fun on the day itself.

Yesterday,

had STEAMBOAT with family.

The foods was like DAMN X.

&it doesn't have much variety.

&I love helping daddy to pay the bill.

Because, i could get some 'tips' from him.

HA!

My &his piggy bank is damn filled with lots of $ now. :D

Heal me.

2010-06-10T21:05:00.003+08:00

Im SICK.

I've been ill for like the past 5days!

&Im not recovered.

Really hate being sick.

My voice have been up & down these few days.

Sometimes, i rather be a mute when i'm having sore throat.

My mum asked me not to talk too much. :x

B'cos, my voice sounds really very very out-of-tune.

I'm going to die if my illness would recover after next week. -.-"

Have been taking all sorts of medicines.

But nothing help. -.-"

&i think, fever is going to haunt me now. -.-

Anyway,

IPHONE 4 is damn great.

I mean, it's awesome! :D

Daddy says he'll be getting me it.

But should i?

B'cos, i still love my current phone, N86.

There's IT show.

&daddy is pestering me to get a LAPTOP.

But. I find not of a use now.

bye. :D

HELLO.

2010-06-06T18:12:00.002+08:00

Finally holiday starts tomorrow.

But.. I've register for the AMATHS camp. :D

&I've to go school for the camp on monday &tuesday.

Bad news now is that.

I'm SICK!

Ate medicine after i woke up.

&got scolded because food must be consumed first (!)

AH, got gastric pain after 1hr. -.-

Dont know wanna go for the camp if my temp keep rising.

Helped to packed stuffs today.

&ended up getting sick.

-.- how unlucky!

Or is it these few days have been walking under the rain. XD

Finally sick!

Am happy, surprising.

Have not been sick since year start.

&im sick during holidays.

Good One! :D :D :D

2010-06-03T21:01:00.002+08:00

Feeling very very tired of stuffs.

Yes, Im gonna give up sooner or later.

Wait to find out.

-i just dun get it why one demand for more &for perfection when he/she can't be content with what he/she has. I just HATE people who demands, they just give me one word: PATHETIC. &seriously.. Im just gonna ignore everything. :D

Shouldnt one be happy cause at least they got something rather thn nothing in return?

It's not too late to realised..

2010-05-31T22:46:00.002+08:00

I went all white today,
but i dun think i'll be blogging about this.
Ask me if you wanna know. :D

Anyway,
i think my As for CL will be down the drain.
After getting the right answer from my cousin &aunt.
OH NO, i think i most likely screwed the whole paper. =(
Kind of -__________________-

Anyways.
Today went to Bedok some thai foods to celebrate Mel's belated birthday.
Was asked to join on the last min,
so i went along.
The foods there was kind of okay. :D
Not too bad luh. XD

Tmr will be going to KK for some stuffs.
Hope everything ok, &i dun need to visit KK anymore.
&yes, daddy will be fetching me over! :D

Sunday.

2010-05-30T15:00:00.002+08:00

Im bored.

Am not studying.

Tmr is Chinese O level, yet.

Alex, Fang &Me are talking about foods for tmr night.

I think we're like crazy.

We really cant stop thinking of foods.

How great (!)

Pictures shows a thousand words. (:

2010-05-29T23:59:00.007+08:00

Went to Science centre for this stupid pixar thing. (!)

Form Class Day.

It was kind of successful, where i got myself sun burnt. :(

ECP. (:

Racial harmony leh. (:

After that, Denise, fang, Alex &me went for our desserts.

Nices! (: &i ate MANGO PUDDING.

See the EXTRA &only one. :D

Today,

went out with boyf.

It wasn't quite good at first.

But well, rather ok after that.

Went to Hong Kong Cafe for our dinner.

Spent 1hr there.

30Mins for foods.

&almost 1hour for photos.

&my photo was spammed with almost 100pictures after that. =(

Mango ICE.

Manage to complete not even have of it.!

Main Focus: The ice! (: CUTE RIGHT.

Got eyes &nose. :D

Nice. :)

SMILE

A little disfigured. :D

See this NOOB driver. XD

BYES

(:

2010-05-25T14:36:00.002+08:00

So looking forward for tmr.

FORM CLASS day.

Although there's smth which make me unhappy about.

But, whatever it's, tmr will be fun. (i hope)

Today was another bored day gone in school.

MT intensive, 2compo(s) done.

&what's with the career talk.

Totally boring.

&i'm sweating in &out.

Is very HOT &STUFFY.

Totally rubbish.

Didn't had free foods.

Because Im just too lazy to go in the kitchen to take it.

But whatever it's, good luck ^^v

&what, totally funny.

F&N students actually brought their OWN pan &stuffs.

Lots of work.

&see-ing some of their product.

OMG, if it was me, it'll be disaster.

I just can't cook as well as them. :D

Completed lots compo during these days.

I'm bored of COMPO!

AH~

2010-05-24T18:55:00.002+08:00

DAMN, i did something real wrong.

Makes me feel so guilty right now.

Im seriously very very sorry. :[

AHHHHHHHHHHHh. So so so SORRY.

NO MOOD!

Finally.

2010-05-20T15:13:00.002+08:00

My results are out.

&it's totally rubbish. (!)

My results were lowered down due to my CAs.

&what, I only had As &Cs.

WTH!!!!

I had more Bs than Cs in my SA than my CA.

&i didn't have any Bs in my CA. -.-"

But kind of happy with my maths! (:

B'cos, everything is different now.

2010-05-13T15:20:00.002+08:00

Hello, MYE is finally over. (!)

One simple word will do : Happy!

Anyw,

Am glad that MYE is over.

But we've to go school during marking day.

&our class will most likely split for intensive revision.

&seriously, i hate this arrangement.

Because i know i will be separated from my friends.

Hopefully, my results will be almost the same like that.

So, don't needa go another class.

I came across to one of my friend's blog.

For a sudden.

I felt that have i been neglecting the person.

I didn't know that she's left out of us.

Because i don't really understand her.

&we don't know what to do.

We have communicating error, i guess. (generation gap :P)

I mean, we had too lil conversation alr.

Anyways,

chatted w GABRIEL on the way home.

You must be surprised, Im too.

Really had a great chat with him.

AHHA! Results are sure IN thing to talk about now.! :D

feeling very happy.

2010-05-11T14:34:00.002+08:00

Basically,

exams are almost done &over.

Like finally. :D

&Am kind happy that i passed my chem.

But wasn't what i expected.

But.. At least i passed.

&many failed, let's look on the bright side of everything.

&I've decided to have __________________ .

Everything will come during JUNE's holiday.

&Hopefully i don't get a shock when i wake up in the morning.

Wanna catch the movie "The loser" .

OMG, i think it'll be damn cool!

It hereeeeeeeeee, 13MAY! :D

Mother's day.

2010-05-09T15:52:00.002+08:00

Happy mother's day to every mum on earth! (:

Had mother's day celebration at my house ysd with cousins.

WOW, it's the first time every member of my family is present. (:

Very happy.

&Happy birthday to you fatty also.!

Kept disturbing fatty,

ask him not run, if not whole building collapse.

AHHHA!

We're like damn evil lar. :D

Really had great time with family members. (:

But i used up all my time playing.

&ended up not studying.

NO mood to study le..

AH HA!

-mark this day down!

1week &2days of exams down.

2010-05-07T19:29:00.002+08:00

Im still left with 4days of exams.

Exam's period, time past super fast.

&till now, i'm not confidence about my result.

Basically, everything make me wanna die.

I've lots careless mistakes.

One problem with that is that Im too anxious already.

Had lots of 'revision' these days.

&i ate lot!

I could sit on the sofa eating tibits packet after packet like no-one business. -.-"

I think i'm stress. yes, im serious. :D

I did 4hours or maybe 5/6hours of intensive AMATHS revision yesterday.

I'm serious!

3hours finding my TYS &notbook, 1hour flipping thru the textbook while munching away. &2hours hoping that i'll dream of AMATHS MOY papers, so i slept. :D

I think i'm crazy. AHHHAA.

This doesn't seems like exam.

No mood to study.

Hopefully, i pass my exams.

I don't wanna topped my class from the back.

Hopefully, my results &position remains.

But you'll start asking, "I didn't study, how to remain".

Well, it's IMPOSSIBLE. &I'M POSSIBLE. :D

-don't cry because you did lots mistakes in papers, but you've to laugh because you're the only weirdo who did that. You're special! :D

17 much to do,

2010-05-01T11:15:00.002+08:00

Heard that it's possible for me to take driving's theory test!

&yes, am gonna take it after my O's w FANG &ALEX.

Yesterday actually wanna buy laptop.

But too little choices for me to choice already.

Gave a skip to buy laptop.

Will be buying laptop soon during JUNE.

VAIO will be nice.

HP is also.

Im still deciding on it.

VAIO's outer colour is nice.

Especially it's HOT PINK!

Yes, HOT PINK! =p

Went TAM-EXPO-AIRPORT.

Really had a great day out with partners.

Really lucky to have them as partner. (:

Both of them travelled like 1plus hours to home.

AH HA!

Me, 20mins! (: Be jealous.

WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEeeeeeheeeeeeeeeeee.

Screwed ysd's socail studies.

I left with 30mins idling around.

When everyone was busy with their essay.

Reason being very clear.

I give up my 13marks questions.

B'cos i totally had no idea what's the question about.

But did scribble a little. :D

That night before,

spent time taking down notes in short form,

sending it to fang, alex &yan.

DAMN, Alex think is some forward msg, he ignored,

AH!

I think, at least my notes helped for me. (:

Yesterday some reaction made by partners are really FUNNY.

DAMN, they looked stupid. =p

X-country.

2010-04-23T15:01:00.002+08:00

BOoo.

Aching everywhere now.

Stupid rain, my legs hurts like hell.

&I think blister is soon to come.

This's the first year running around bedok reservoir.

&it'll be the last year i'll be taking NAPFA.

How time flies.

Am old. OMG. =(

Hopefully i pass my 2.4km run today!

&yes, my bro told me he failed his 2.4km.

Because he walked half of the journey.

After half of the journey, he realize that he have to retake if he fails it.

Didn't wanna re-take, he ran.

But sadly, he have to re-take the test again.

WEEEHeeee.

So what he got his incline pull-up result.

TWICE AS MUCH AS I DID!

I'm not joking, he's crazy.

I mean he's such a loser. =p

HAHHAAAAAAaa.

Winner's house lost.

Well, it's fated.

From 2nd to 3rd.

Oh well. GG. =p

L for loser to my brother.

2010-04-22T20:22:00.003+08:00

I'm aching from top to bottom.

Stupid napfa,

Damn stupid lar for it.

But at least, i got at least a D for all station. [:

My bro actually tried to COMPARE his napfa result with mine.

Hey, stupid, you're a guy, i'm a girl.

Obviously, he'll be better than me in some way lar. -.-"

But am quite proud of my inclined pull-up!

I got 33 for it.

But the other CMI lar.

AH, hope tmr RAIN!

Don't wanna 2.4km run.

Hopefully rain from 7 to 12 pm. BEST! (:

Today's activities really FUN.

I laughed till my stomach ache.

The first lesson totally LOL!

I kept laughing till i can't sit up properly.

Totally shag.

&&&EL, played w the mic for some english online oral.

But anyhow, SOKFANG interrupted my talk!

DAMN, didn't bother to do another talking oral.

AH!

THEN!

NAPFA, OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG.

I really laughed till siao.

OMG OMG OmG OMG.

You guys missed the show. :[

Because memories leave so.

2010-04-17T22:26:00.004+08:00

Hello!

Im back. [:

Anyways,

School have been really fun.

Don't even seems like studying.

Been eating during lessons.

Brought foods almost everyday.

Sitting arrangement changed.

But glad Im still sitting w Fang & Alex. (:

But without Nuril, no more entertainment.

&&&no more show down! :(

Anyways,

Today had been really great.

*open mouth wide*

Ultra BIG BIG BIG BIG !

For a sudden, time past super fast.

Like BOOM, 2 years,. 5years.....

Remember we, cousins, had a picture taken tgt.

&that was when my gugu said that..

After 10years, shall look at the picture again.

I had the picture in my desktop.

&i go like OMG!

We've changed.

Dajie have long hair now.
-like finally.

Erjie grow taller now.

Sanjie grow taller &longer hair now.

Me.. HAHAHA, long hair, spec, braces, slimmer &taller (!)
-I think i've changed the most.. HAHAHA.

Edmund, OMG, like taller, more tanned &slimmer.
-Totally different.

Yang, nerd hair style, taller &more tanned.
-Looked stupid.

Callista, short hair, &taller now.

Celeste, Long hair, slimmer, taller.

Clovis, A little fatter as compared to his bone-body last time, taller.
-like finally he's growing. (!)

Luis, Taller(!)
-He's always so tall. =.=

Everyone is growing.

But have one thing in common.

Everyone's going TALLER! (:

But granny, more old :(

-iloveyou! (:

Goodbye for the last time! (:

2010-04-12T17:02:00.004+08:00

Goodbyes!

This day finally arrived, &it was too fast.

I'm glad, but don't wanna leave so fast.

When the day haven't arrive, i wanna it to end fast.

I've to say goodbye to them.

I really miss them.

HAHAHA, sad to say, only a few lar, i'm close to.

But will find one day after my O's to treat them go out eat de.! (:

Hope will not drift away. (:

HA, that's final.

&i'll miss them de.

Gave those 5 farewell presents! :x

Lollis , Card &toys.

&&&.. Not gonna tell.... (:

Lunchtime concert was in a mess.

Social studies flunk it all th way.

Choir hand-over.

Sometime i hate-ed most.

Crying &not wanting to be.

Thinking of each abilities.

Why can't just choose one head for the choir.

I hate to see such things.

I feel sorry for those, happy for these.

AH!

Was kinda pissed off after choir end.

I'm damn mad with something.

I mean... Please act like your age.

It's a shame.

&it wasn't becos i'm selfish.

But ya irritating.

Anyways,

Am happy &sad at the same time.

Seriously,

I'll treasure you guys.

You all have been part & parcel of my life alr.

A little one i love. (:

Will visit you guys! (:

&I love you boyf. (:

Thanks for being with countless months with me.

You're stupid & irritating,

but i love you! (:

12042010, iloveyou! (:

(:

2010-04-09T20:14:00.002+08:00

I've another tooth out.
Alright.. It recovered. (:
But, i've been 'drinking' my own blood for like 2to3 days. (:
Those around me should have heard of my story.
*wink* Is great right! (:

Anyw..
Today super happy.
HA... Cos i had picnic in class.
All thanks to alex, ron, denise &nuril.
They brought foods to share.
Didn't finish everything, i think. (:

Today had a great time making fun of RON &ALEX.
&my acting is damn great, they must admit.
Denise laughed till like crazy kays. (: (:
omgggs. I couldn't believe i've done those acting.
But whatever.. I dont care.. HAHAHHAAAAaaa. (:

Alex kept singing 'you raise me up' but..
He didn't get the lyric right. >.<
&Ron, keep boasting.
Saying what when he heard choir sang, he almost cried.
I mean like,.. Like so kwa zhang.

Really had great time!
Tmr will be Speech Day.
Alright, hold on.. (:

Dont even think will have buffet for us to enjoy.
Have to start sectionals i think.
Hopefully, ALEX, DENISE &RON, knocked on the AV room's door,
giving me foods.
HAHAHHAHAAA.

OMG, i think i'm getting fatter.
Everyday there's like foods from everyone. (:
This is schooling, but enjoyment. (:

(:

2010-04-03T11:24:00.000+08:00

I Don't Care By:2ne1

Kathleen | MySpace Video

OH NO.

2010-04-02T11:04:00.007+08:00

Im lack of sleep.
AHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
Sms-ed Fang till late at night.
OMGGGGGGGGGGGGg. HA, got scam -.-"

Been thinking that if should i get an excuse letter from hospital.
B'cos, i dun wanna run 2.4km.
&i can tell you Im dying after that.

Yesterday KK hospital called me.
Ya know why.
I didn't attend the appointment i must be going.
WEEEEEEEEEEEEeeeeeeeeeeeeeheeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
Hope it clashes with one day. (:

The first time, a guy told me that he's mentally sick.
Reason being very simple: He's bored ttm. (:
Nice one. HA

I woke up very early today.
Cos my parents woke me up to find smth. -.-
&I dream that...
Im getting fine with her.
&Im talking to her, like i never do.
Trying to change her for a better.
&BO, i woke up.

-because you never learn to pick up your mess, but instead, pushing it away. never learn to change your thinking cause you think that you're always right. having those mindset wont help either. i mean, you never care, never bother. because you're just dumb. never put yourself in someone's else shoe. never appreciate, just complain &states that it nags at you. how long more can it last, seriously. i do have feeling unlike you. i never give up, because i thought you'll learn, but never will you. how long do you need to grow up. physical, yes. mentally, no. you always states that the reason is with me, have you ever wonder it's with you. seriously, you never know, because all you do is nag. dont feel guilty. im totally disappoint in you. (:

April FOOL.

2010-04-01T23:14:00.003+08:00

Hello peeps, Im back. (:
Happy April Fool day. (:

Yesterday was the first time.
History lesson we went out for some 'research'.
Went to Bedok res.
Saw part of the berlin blockage which is kind of important to one topic.
The walls are like damn nice lar. (!)

After that, some of us wanna take bus back to school.
But MR Raj said: 'Don't be lazy, exercise, walk back'
Everyone laughed. (:
AFIFAH dropped her wallet.
Somehow or rather, after awhile..
She then realise she dropped her wallet. [:

Reached school.
Mr Raj buy us drinks.
(: thanks.

Today. April fool.
Lots of us got fool.
But is only the Amaths lesson part which is super funny lar.
CANTEEN break. (:
Mr Poon buy us drinks too.
But kinda paisei, tried to return him money.
But he reject. DARN.

Choir,
Stella tried to tell Rachel &me smth.
But it turned out to be a failure.
Cause somehow, we said till everything was horrible.
HA. (:

Need to get presents ready asap.
Because am 'stepping down' from choir..
On 10April.
I need to get cards!
Grrrrr. :[

-i dont feel it over here, i guess. Is the problem with you.
&i hate everything that's with you. S*

Bye holiday.

2010-03-21T18:55:00.002+08:00

Say NO to holiday.

AHHHHHHHHHHHhhhhhhhhhh.

Today's the last day.

&it means, there's school tomorrow.

I havent get my homework done yet.

Got to get them done later. (:

ACHES everywhere.

DAMN, i can't even move my head.

&i hate it.

&yes,

tomorrow night. (:

Let's start term 2 w a right thinking.

2010-03-20T12:44:00.002+08:00

Hell will start from term 2.

&Exams &tons of homework will be given out to us.

&will be carrying heavy bags home due to homework.

It will be the last struggle till it reached O level.

With a simple expectation of myself:

Pass O level &do well in humanity.

That's all i wanna.

Term 2 is on its way. (:

Byes.

2010-03-19T23:01:00.002+08:00

Holiday is gonna end.

&is time to say hello to school.

I don't like school..

BORED (!)

&in 2more days.

He'll be coming back to S'pore.

HELLO.

2010-03-15T22:09:00.002+08:00

Hello peeps.
HA, didn't really update my blog for a long time.
It's because of time management.
&&&I felt so lifeless playing the computer nows-a-day.
Feel so bored.
HAAAA.

Anyw,
lots to update. (:
Firstly is about Saturday's CIP.
I think that it's totally rubbish &craps.
Serving like we shouldn't be in.
&follow her like a dog.
It's a darm sick feeling i get.
I hate it.

Waited at T1's stop at 3.40AM, mind you. Is AM!
&we waited till 5AM!
DAMN, management wasn't good.
In the end, Cab down to sentosa.

I had to woke daddy up at 3.20AM.
&i feel guilty.
Lucky he drove lorry over.
If not if he drove his car thr.
I had to wake him up even earlier.
Cos he've to start his car engine for like 30mins!

Not everyone was happy doing tis CIP/
Maybe some might not think so.
But most of us think so.
&we complained.

I go like WTH.
I just need the toilet &ican't go.
She didn't even bother to come &help to take over my place.
Just know how to talk to some other guys. -.-"

C'mon.
My bladder is more important than your flirting session.

In the end, i had to control my bladder for like 2hours before i can go toilet.
I can't undertand why she just loves to order others here &thr.
&then she herself had nothing to do.
Just spending her time talkking to guys.

ZzZ.

BUT BUT.
I think that those participants are real good lar.
&yes, got one boy, he super cute lar.
HE finished his race.
&walked back to car-park.
Then his mum was like nagging at him.
&he didn't bother. HAHHAA.
Sad for his mum.
Instead, he turned his head back &smile-ed to me.
OMG, damn funny lar.
HAHAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAaaaaaaaaaa. (:

&&&after that.
I was order-ed like a dog.
&so do denise.
DAMN it.

I personally think that this event was not-organised lar.

&yesterday/
Was suppose to head down to suntec's IT FAIR/SHOW to get a laptop.
But didn't.
Because daddy was super tired that he slept for almost the whole afternoon.
HAd dinnee at Katong's side.
&it was all spicy foods.
HA, daddy complained.
Because everything taste like spicy &not something that we normally order.

Uncle brought another Ifone.
DAMN, he's like super rich lar.
Then he brought one LV's bag for auntie.
Hey, it's super cool.
Because the receipt is like super nice lar.
HAHAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. (:

Today/
Had AMATHS remedial.
Was great.
HAd heart to heart talk about our own expectations.

I think my own expectations was lik -__________-
Everyone keep talking about having <10 points for L1R4/5
But me.
Pass all subjects especially history &ss.
HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.
(:
Im just too comfortable about my results. (:

bye..

I laughed uncontrol-ly.

2010-03-03T17:58:00.003+08:00

I felt myself stupid at laugh at stuffs.
I didn't knew it until..
It was somehow the hot topic.
I go like WTH!!!!!!!!!!!.

&i told clique about some stupid stuffs.
It meant to be it, what i said.!

Didn't have history lessons today.
Teacher is not free for our lessons.
But it was good on side.
But it isn't.
Becos my papers are still with him.

But anyw,
chatted with clique till we go crazy! (:

Anyw.
Yesterday went out with Shang Bo.
HA, he's gonna to USA.
IT's cool lar.
But i hate to go oversea somehow. (:

My topshop shirt,
arghh.
Should i get it a not.!
Im puzzled.!

&&&&&&&&&&&walked to inter for bus.
I saw her.
It's the second time.
OMG!
Pls, get out of my sight.
I feel like puking. :P

Last day of CNY.

2010-02-28T18:51:00.004+08:00

Yesterday went over to Mr Poon's house to 拜年.

Overall was quite fun.

Came to realise that we Amaths students are quite bonded alr.(:

Am super gald.

&i must say that Mr Poon is the greatest teacher overall.

He's a nice teacher. (:

HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.

He gave us each red packet when we wanna leave.

But i dun wanna take.

HE jusst put it into my bag.

DARM.

I don't know is it that i feel bad after collecting others red packets nor.

But is it quite bad if i don't accept it. -.-

Anyw.

Presenting to you....

Mr Winnie Poon Lee Wang. (:

Last picture we took (:

Do you see me behind.

!!!!!!! I was taken but i didn't knew. Until i saw this pic. (:

- More on FB. (:

One of the picture is darm scary.

&it wasn't posted, lucky.

HA.

That's one of the reason i dun like to take pics. =p

Oh nooooooooooooooooooo.

3more weeks.! :(

Good BYE.

2010-02-26T19:25:00.002+08:00

Im sweating inside out today.
Went for CIP.
Location was near fang's house so i went over for lunch &placed my bag at her house.

Went over to the child care we're suppose to go.
The children there are super short &cute.
There's this girl.
She's super thin &small in size.
Im like 1.5of her size.
When fang stand beside her.
Is like a gain &drawf.
HAHAHaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. (:

Oh my god.
Before everything began..
We played basketball.
&hell.
How long didn't played basket ball already.
Like almost 2years back. :P

Im glad.
I still can score the ball.
But it's like ratio; 1:9 lor.
HAHHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAaaaaaaaaaaa.

Im going to flunk Social Studies.
Tmr going to Poon's house. :D

Thanks.

2010-02-25T20:08:00.002+08:00

Thanks hy&hs for your card.
HAHHAAAAAAaaaaaaaaaaa (:
Shocked that they actually drew a birthday card for me.
They kept saying that it's not nice.
But to me, Im quite touched by their action. HAHAHaa.

For a sudden,
I wanna retain in school :X
Bcos Ive grown food relationship with my juniors.
Which makes me don't wanna leave them.

&There's this this cute cute cute guy in choir.
OMG.
But but but...
Polluted sooner. (:

So, what for CT results.
Sciences are terrible for me.
My results are like -.-"
It isn't great.
&Im gonna get hell shyt from myself again.

HUMANITIES.
Oh yes, tmr will be the last paper, social studies. (:
Ive no time to like ... study.
Oh damnit.
I think Im gonna fail it again, just like sec4.

I gotta my AMATHS class test paper.
DAmnit.
I got 16/25 for first counting..
But HAHAHHAAAAAAAAAAAAaaaaaa.
Teacher didn't give me marks for one question.
Which means.
I get my A1! (:

Overall or my class tests.
The best result is........

SOCIAL STUDIES.
&i go like. WHAT.
Are you kidding!.
But it's a fact.

I begin to like HUMANITIES &hate other subjects.
Like Emaths. (:

- Is it what you mean, seriously.

Happy 17th birthday to myself.

2010-02-24T17:18:00.002+08:00

Im offically 17.! (:
Am glad, bcos im grown up.

Thanks everyone who wishes me happy birthday be it online or sms-es.
(:
&the class who sang birthday song to me &denise. (:

Yesterday was the time my phone &facebook &chats goes like crazy.
Flood with wishes.
But anyw, thanks! (:

Had a super full meal within 4hours.
I ate lunch in fish market,
which they served us 3plates of rices.
Which i can't understand why. -.-

&i went home to bath.
Within an hour,
Im out for dinner.
Had seafood dinner.
Was super bloated &didn't eat much.

&&&I realised Im spoilt. -.-
Daddy has to peel for me the crab shell off.
Cos I cant bite with braces on.
Thanks daddy.! (:

&received red packets.
OMG, Im rich again -.-""" (:

" Chinese new year is a time where children earns money "
Because... We'll go for home visiting. (:
I agree to the sentence to much much much extend. (:

- anyhow, we did it.

It must be strength &hope.

2010-02-22T20:07:00.002+08:00

Am going to turn 17 within 4hours.
Im so so looking forward for it.
Im finally grown up.
How happy can you be when you finally grow up.
But on another side, you hate that you've spent your whole life meaningless-ly.

Denise &me are going to turn 17!
YES!
17 yeah. (:
It means more freedom. (like democracy world whr it's a free econ world)
Oh my.
My whole mind is full with democracy,
&once again, I love history for like no reasons.

&yes,
Tmr there wouldn't be any common tests.
Ya know why,
Cos is my birthday.!
HA, Im kidding. (:
Many would have heard this sentence from me. (:
HAHAHHAHAaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

Im going have a birthday treat from MUM! (:

OH no, Im tired.
I slept only 2am last night.
Bcos daddy off my fan &on the air con.
Before the air con gets cold.
Im sweating like hell.
&Im like just finish a war with my dream.

Been telling &joking around with my juniors about my bdae.
They actually don't believe me!
DAMN.
Ya know why,
cos for the whole FEB i've been telling that this &that is my bdae.
DAMN.
Funny jokes.

Im 17 tmr.
Ive grown up.

-it must be faith that holding me thr, tears that make me stronger.

2010-02-18T20:00:00.002+08:00

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOoo.
I offically can stop finding my ezlink card already.
It's gone gone gone.
Sighhh..
:(

Anyw,
TODAY super HAPPY lar.!
Choir got one new boy boy join.
OMG, he's super cute lar.
Maybe because of his size bah.
He's shorter than me.
Even more smaller size than me.

&what he haven't break his voice. (!)
He still can reach thosse notes that the girls can't reach it lar.
OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH MYYYY GODDDDDDDDDDDdd.
He's cute.
Am gonna kidnap him to make him become my bro.
HAHHAA, kidding.!

But he's CUTEEEEEEEEEeeeee lar.!!!!! (:

OH NO!

2010-02-17T16:58:00.003+08:00

PACKED PACKED with stuffs this whole week.
Oh no.............
Things gets into my way.
I can't get my things done.

Feeling really troubled.
Damnit.
Celebrations &stuffs.
Should i not go for one event.
HA, damn.

&&&&&&&&&&&&&&Anyways,
just 6more days of being 16.
Im so so so soooooooooo HAPPY.
Finally, Ive grow older.
But it seems like i dun wanna grow up anymore.

6more days to 17th!
5more days to byes!
HA (:

2010-02-17T16:19:00.002+08:00

HELLO SCHOOL.
i hate you.

Im still in holiday mood but back in school today.
TERRIBLE.
I got 3papers today.
&it's like -__________________-

1: Emaths.
2: History.
3. Chemistry.

After the results.
I go like WTH. -.-"

Im quite happy with my history results.
WAHAHHAHAAAAAAAAA.
At least i pass.

&Emaths.
Kill me, Im in dead meat.
&WHAT!!!?!?!?!?!?!
Alex keep walao here &there.
ZZzz.
Score better than me leh..........
He walao , I jump down building lo. ((:
AHHAHAA.

&Chem,
Fang wanna know my results.
I didn't let her.
So she snatched &i crash me.
DAMN, my papers are like tie bit here &thr.
HAHAHA. (:

ANYW,
Today's school is all about PARTY,
Oh my. FOODS!

&OH NO,
My EZLINK CARD!?!?!?!?

Reunion.

2010-02-06T23:38:00.004+08:00

Had reunion dinner with my family members today.
The foods were like okok.
&it cost a bomb.
Damn.
&parents kept complain-ing about it.
I just can't stand wth they're thinking about.

Went for a swim in my cousin's condo.
The water there was like super cold.
I get out the pool like within 15mins. lols.
Im shivering like hell in the pool.

Had dinner.
&then 'K'.
Damn my dad sing till like -.-"
Everyone sang thru the mic &people just disappear one by one.
I got the mic &the stupid luis also got.
He's there singing ABCs.
DAMNNNNNNNNNN.
Can you believe it.
Then i shouted thru the mic. ((: HAHAHA..

Home after everthing,
&am tired.

YAY YAY YAY.
I think am going to meet friend soon. (:
(: (:

HEy, 2more weeks k.

-goodbye seems to be the only exit. Ignorance seems to be a bless.

Amazing

2010-02-05T21:23:00.002+08:00

Finally, this week is over.
&Im kind of guilty for the stuffs i did in school.
AH.

Hmmm.
Last night, social studies couldnt get into my mind.
I crack my brain till i fall asleep.
This morning, w/o much studies.
I took the test.

&what, everything in my brain just come out like this. -.-
But i wrote them under the different heading.
I go like. Damnit.

Everyone must have hate-ed me for it. LOL. ((:

Had choir sectionals.
Was kind of fun cos Me &YingLi was like keep playing.
Messing up the books under table &stuffs.
HAHHA.

&We kept pushing the $1 in btw us. LOL.

Buffet &swimming tmr. (:

HEY!

2010-02-03T17:17:00.002+08:00

Am kind of glad now~!

Yes, Im going for an interview.

&guess what, it will or should be featured on the news.

But Im not ready for it.

I wanna turn the interview down.

But it sounds fun.

Out of so many volunteers,

Me &khadeejah got selected only.

Count ourself lucky.

But I don't know what to say during the interview.

HA, shall reply the in charge tomorrow. :D

School's lessons are really getting bored.

&NO, Im still in holiday mood. -.-

I've 4tests next week

&3this week.

Next week for history test;

It will be 5structure questions.

Damnit, I still can't believe it. (!)

&guess what.

First test of the year,

I scored 2.5 out of 15 marks. -,-

Thanks ah POA -.-"

byes,

-totally out of words.

Beautiful..

2010-01-31T18:30:00.002+08:00

Had done 9hours of CIP at petal garden yesterday.
It was some sport carnival thingy.
&i felt it was fun towards the end.

Met Khadeejah early in the morning.
Lucky i wasn't late.
Hate to be late, but time just pass so quickly.
&too slow if i wanna stop it.

In the morning,
I was in charge of the registration
&then afternoon,
Was in charge of refreshment,
&late afternoon,
was in charge of surveyor &slacking.

The foods they provide was delicious.
&i kept eating non-stop.
Because my mouth was itch.

One suggestions was that: Talk lar, so mouth not itch.
I go like: AHHH, can't lar, so i started eating. HA ((:

When i was doing the survey,
everyone kept avoiding me.
But i told them is a must.
They just take the paper &do it.
HA.

&i can tell you a guy was super irritating.
He kept saying this &that..
I told him straight in his face that he's irritating.
But he wouldn't stop his rubbish. HA ((:

The whole CIP is meaningful.
I got to meet up lots of new friends.
From different age group.
&lots of malays too. ((:

Guys there are fun.
&&&I had lots of fun there.
((:

||

As for today,
is purely doing my weekend homeworks.
&damnit, I lost 5bucks because of my brother's anxiousness.
Damnit.

New year is just in two weeks time,
&Im not well-prepared.
My clothes haven't even buy yet.
AH!.

-Ive finished the book like in 3days.
Great achievement. (:

Happy 22nd Birthday!.

2010-01-24T14:39:00.001+08:00

Happy 22nd birthday, dajie.! ((:
&&&You're getting older. ((:

Dammit, i still can't believe that Im blamed for something i shouldn't be blamed for.
Whatever, i think you're crazy.

Today's a study-less DAY.
&it makes i don't need to start doing revise.

HA((:

I pray that these days won't come again.

2010-01-19T20:33:00.002+08:00

Been feeling really really down down down.
Idk why.
Idk what Im thinking anyways.

Trouble-ed,
i guessed so.
I think i'll be like sean.!
ARGH (!)

Everything is driving me CRAZY.

Thanks MR Yew,
Will take your advice kkk!?!??! ((:

Another week has pasted.

2010-01-11T20:07:00.002+08:00

Hello. ! ((:

First week was school has taught me lots of facts being in sec5.

&&&I hate it.

When teachers go like " N level & O level standard different &stuffs. "

Has homeworks on the second day itself.

It's horrible.

Why teachers are so "kiasu" when our parents are not. (?)

Teachers are like -_____________-

Loan shark.

Kept collecting $$$ non - stop.

Why can't they like collect them at one go.

Must 1subject this that. -.-"

I think Amaths is the best subject afterall.

Poon didn't asked us to get this or that.

He just pay everything for us.

Like Ring file, TYS &stuffs.

Even most of our pencilcase is he brought it one.

((:

He's just like a santa. ((:

Anyw,

I like it when the whole week just past so fast.

&YES, my birthday is round the corner too! ((:

Im so so happy to be 17! ((:

HAHAHA.

Can't wait.

Always having quarrels with bro in a week at least once,

&i can say.

I love it.

DARN, i think i'm mentally sick for having the thoughts.! ((:

Byes. ((:

2010-01-06T20:46:00.001+08:00

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First day of school.

2010-01-04T19:49:00.002+08:00

It was great.
I mean no.
Damn, i got caught by form teacher for one stupid reason.
I guessed she's damn crazy to tell me to do this &that.

Lunch &choir.
Wanna walked to find other friends.
I was stopped by the principal,
he chatted w me..
Asking me for suggestions.
It was good. ((:
&&&i told him..
That "it's good not to start lessons on the first day!"
HAHAHAAaaaaaaaaaa ((:
P &VP laughed.
There goes to me! ((:

Choir was ok,
Johnson tan is mine choir in charge.
WEeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
I got to chat with him, for almost the whole today's section! ((:
He's a great teacher! ((:

A new start..

2010-01-02T20:42:00.002+08:00

Let me list my new year's revolution:
1) Never have the feeling of giving up even it hurts to do so.
2) 5distinctions in O level, &get less than 12points for O.
3) Always think positively; be it studies ot life.
4) Get silver for NAPFA test. ((:
5) Lose at least 5kg! ((:
6) No quarrels with family &boyf.
7) No last min studies anymore.
8) A better relationship w boyf.
9) Not to be so stubborn.
10) Be happy no matter what. ((:

HAPPY HAPPY ((:

2010-01-02T19:41:00.003+08:00

I stared and opened my mouth as big as i could.
Okays, you should know ((:
Almost screamed for help! -.-"

Anyw,
i've took from fang my uniform alr.
OMG!
It's all her size.
&it fitted me just right.
But daddy says it's tight.
&i dun feel that it's tight. ((:
But Im gonna change it. ((:

My Top from 18 become 15.
Wow,
I think you'll like OMG! ((:
&my skirt has a big change.
HA ((:

Whatever it's.

&&&i got a so-call plan for my CNY clothes.
I told my mum about it.
But she totally reject me!
DARN!
She ignored me! AHHHhhhh!
I think i'll look good in it.! ((:

HIBYE HIBYE. ((:

hello new world. ((:

2010-01-01T21:17:00.002+08:00

Byes, 2009.

Welcome, 2010. ((:

Went for countdown in daddy's car.

Was successful, AH-HA!!!

Cousins, you should know our how successful we're. ((:

shhh, is a secret btw us! ((:

Had prata for supper.

Imagine, 50bucks of prata for 9people. ((:

Im not having enough sleep!

Am super tired.! ((:

Few more hours, no longer 2009.

2009-12-31T11:26:00.003+08:00

Today is the last day of 2009.
So, treasure them ((:
WAHAHAHAHAAAAAAAAAaaaaaaaaaaaa. ((:

Let's sum up this year. ((:

This year was successful.
But not really,
lots of stuffs up too.
Which somehow i dun like it.

But anyways,
this year, i've found lots lots friends.! ((:

&yes,N level was a diaster to me.
But whatever it's.
It's already over.
Even the fact that i can't accept my result,
It's a fact now. I can't change. ((:

But i hate something this year.
I didn't grow taller at all.
Grrrr. But But... I'm still taller than denise i guess.
Hope she dun over grow &become taller than me.
Sound like an asshole here.
AHAH, Am kidding. ((:

&like finally,
i got my haircut after 2years of long hair.
Didn't really regret after some time.
Im thinking of cutting it shorter now! ((:

&my house's member have grown.
Not that i've extra sis/bro.
But my grandma , uncle &auntie..
Came to live with us.
My house sound more lively. ((:

But but, it's also a problem when travelling if all of us were to travel.
We've to sit LORRY!
It's bcos the car can't take more than 4ppl. ((:

But nvm, gonna sit behind the lorry today again. ((:
But with more people.
All my cousins are going.
So we've to sit behing the lorry.
Gonna COUNTDOWN.

&&&Oh, how great.
Friends called me "daddy's expensive girl"
Weee, isn't that great! ((:
You know why, cause no matter what time i'll be back,
daddy will always fetch me home! ((:
Everyone is jealous, they admitted. AHHA! ((:

AM gonna buy that 'daddy's lil exp girl' shirt!!! ((:

Im daddy girl.
&bro's mum boy. =p
what also mummy... =p

Just next week.

2009-12-29T13:36:00.004+08:00

Fang called me just now.
HAHAHA! Asking me about school's uniform.
Yes, Thanks ya.!
Free uniform for me, wanted to get them when school re-open.
Since you've volunter, thanks ya. ((:
I love you that much!
HAHAHHAHaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. ((:

&&&i'm meeting toy r us friends tmr.
To get our pay! ((:
YES!!!!!!

I was browsing facebook,
&this pic caught my sight.
I go like OMG..

It's like so unglam!
&i've to say that, i'm the only one trying to avoid from being photo-shot.
Im fast! ((:
HAHAHAHHAaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! ((:
&&Im the one in red shirt.
Doesn't looks like me, seriously.

Oh,.
I read the chinese newspaper yesterday.
&realise that.
Mac ronald(founder of mac) is died.!
That's sad.
&&&&&i realised his birthday is same as mine!
YAY, ((:

End, i do miss you guys.

2009-12-26T23:28:00.003+08:00

End of working.
Back to studies for now. ((:

Morning movie with boyf.
Alvin &the Chipmunks 2.
It's great.!
You guys should see it! ((:

After that , more about eating &stuffs..
Then back to work!
Wasn't that busy anymore..
Im loving it. (:

Helped out at service area,
okkay, it sucks. ((:
Lots paper work to be done.
Grrr...

I manage to get out of their culture.
Damn stream wrap.
Ranson &me got out.
Only asyraf didnt.
Sorry to walk off.

Everyone tried to block my way.
But i got out. ((:

YAY YAY YAY!!!
I kinda miss toy r us.
My buddies. )):
Hope to see u guys soon. !

X'MAS

2009-12-25T23:09:00.003+08:00

Merry Christmas.! ((:

I'm very very happy today since midnight.

Celebrate so call Christmas eve at Toy R Rus.

&&&i can tell you is that.

Is FUN!

But in between, there's so-call worst nightmare.

Two guys got stream wrap.

One got away. &went hiding.

Everyone spent like 30mins finding him.

Another, got wrap till like crazy..

&also wrapped onto the whole trolley.

Ate only a little.

In the end, daddy fetched 3friends home.

Not really, alighted somewhere around their house. ((:

&&&They 3 had to walk home far. ((:

Went out with boyf in the afternoon.

&&&i can say that his present is the...

Most cannot be accept one.

((:

Home for a hour party.

By the time, i've reached home.

Everyone had their foods.

&exchange presents &ate the log cake.

They left. )):

I'm SO SO SO HAPPY about this year's CELEBRATION.

Feeling tired.

2009-12-19T11:46:00.004+08:00

seriously, i kind of giving everything up.
I hate everything right now.
I don'tlike the feeling.

If feeling was the same.
But i guessed not.

I feel more down than ever.
I feel more sad than ever.
I feel more difficult to breathe than ever.
I feel like giving up..

I guess i'm too stress up.
Im sick really Im.
&work is the cause.

N level released.

2009-12-19T11:07:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was the day.
After i received my result.
I saw that i was promoted.
I was that happy one again.
I looked at my grades not counting them.

&&&i didnt expect myself to be that great.
I got 4distinction.
&i'm not content.
I couldn't have flunk my Emaths &sci badly.
&what i didn't expect myself to get a two for humanities.
Im kind of overjoyed.

Went over to find my friends after that.
They're happy for me.
Tyvm. :D
They didn't know how much i scored but knew i was promoted.
They're content.
I love their feeling of neutral.
I loves to hang out with them.
They're the greatest friend. ((:

Ranson kept laughing. -.-"
Faz was asking me about tags.
Rah kept congrats me. ((:
&&&everyone. ((:

At first, i lied saying i go ITE,
but everyone was like.. ITE not bad.
Don't sad.
HAHAHAHAAAA. ((:
I lied.

Oh nooooooooooooo.
AISHAH didnt get into sec5.
I hope you're not discourage.
&i know you're not. ((:
Cos you're like aiming into ITE. HAHAHAaaaaaa. ((:

Thanks friends. ((:
If wasn't you guys,
i might be the one ending up crying.
HAHAHAHA. ((:

GOD.

2009-12-17T22:45:00.002+08:00

I can't get to sleep tonight.
&i mean it.

AH!
I hate it.

Anyw,
from working society,
I've learn really really lots..

I rather give up my pocket money for those needy people.
&buy something cheaper to eat.
My heart goes for them.
Seeing them selling tissue,
seeing them singing.

&this is world.
&i hate it.
Cos many ignored them.
Why can't them have feeling towards them.

They sang, sell tissue for hours..
&honesty, how much do they earn?
I don't get it.
Rich people just dun know how to appreciate life.

You see the point,
Rich people can buy tons &tons of items from store.
&asked us to wrap them.
&&&, asked for donation to children cancer foundation.
They'll have excuses,
like,..
Maybe next time.
No thanks..

Hey cmon,
you're just selfish.
You can spent a hundred bucks on a toy &not donate.
DARN. HA. ><

Help me.
I'm scare.
LOLS!

N LEVEL

2009-12-17T22:16:00.002+08:00

YES, SREAM EVERYTHING OUT NOW,
Tomoorrow will be the release of N level.
&know what,
i'm nervous about it.
Fine.

You see,
no matter what lots of people will ended up crying.
You wont see the point what i'm talking..

Well, well,
It's like that.
You're so so worry that you'll fail your N's.
&when you see the result .
&you pass!

&you'll like -.-
When you didn't meet your expectation.
If you meet it,
you'll cry for joy.
If you didn't,
you'll cry for sadness.

This's human.

Anyw, anyw...
I'm meeting FRIENDSSSS after i gotta my results.
Wait me there k friends.
I love you guys.

No matter how down i'm ,
you all will always cheer me up..
THX THX THX!

Isn't it so great! :D

TOY R RUS FRIENDS are so so so GREAT.
Compared to those previous one.
Cos everyone loves me &&&i love them too. :D
&&& i get to interact more more more. HAHAHHAAAAAAAAAA. :D